i duno what's wrong with me lately.. but i just dont like me. the fact that i'm like this...all emo and stuff. when i see myself.. i feel fat. when i see myself.. i don't recognize me. it just makes me wonder who i've become. and the more i think about it.. i would hate to meet someone like me... which brings me to the point that .. i don't like myself.

i feel so empty,
so useless,
so pathetic.

i'm all alone with no one to lean on for real. i feel like i need to cry out loud and just sob my stupid tears away. i wish trai and ingiee were here, back from their trip. i wish calvun was here so at least i know that he's here to give me some advice and just talk to me. these are the top three people that i miss the most at the moment. and just the ppl i really need here for me, cuz i'm tired, broken and beaten down. i feel worn out and sinful.

those that are important.. s and b. they're not someone i can rely on. cuz i don't think they understand. i dun think they can make my day better.. cuz they already can't.

i'm sorry.
i don't know what's wrong with me.
sorry.
sorry.
sorry.

























save. me.
from. me.